What makes you love her or him?


you can feel your love when you are in it. Its just like orgasm you can only feel it .it becomes immensely difficult when is being asked to be defined.At the moment you become out of love you become a stranger to it. Those past feelings remain baseless but the bond thread is still in you . The success depends upon you . How do you stitch it and how your stiching is ?

If I speak open do not call me arrogant ! How many so called existing love could be called love in its relevent criteria? May be none of those! An example would make it more clearer I hope;

love is like sunlight when it is there it is there and when it not it is no more! The light is the core source of our existence. Though, we know that there will be a timely break of disappearence of it . We remain with the hope of embracing it more refreshingly in the very next morning.

I think there are three main categories of love. physical , mental and spiritual. Though these are interlinked it can not be substituted each other.where as, your love to your mother,lover and God is clearly different in each its levels.

The secret still remains a public mystery its just how you use it.

Finally let me ask you , why do you fail in love?

Its because your love has become materialized. You have become something else. You are not you because of being scared to be you. You are trying to be as others wanted you to be in. Why do you want to bear others mask on your precious face. Love your beloved ones as you like . Do not love them as if it is your responsibility. Choose the right partner, the great saying is more significant here '' beauty lies in beholder's eyes. Let your imagination and expectaion decide and not some one else around. I hope that you shall be able to choose , live in your your Minded decisions. Love do not die . Once if it die it reincarnates somewhere else

Do not try to be moulded it others' crucible.

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Bedevilment of egoism

The Spectacles of nostalgia still have not lost its modesty.It would be impossible to except the significance of love in our younger days.Those glittering memories fogged in frankincense still have a lot more to say.Mind had always been walking under the rule of physical vision. The thirst to hear being loved,the greed to smell her fragrance... Everything still remains so bright. I had always Curiosity with me as a tail. My dreams , thoughts, plans and everything what I had was built on her thoughts.But today, when I turn I have really lost the old aesthetic & intrinsic vision. Time changed me a lot. Realisation of being responsible made me loose everything,what remains is Bedevilment of egoism.

Excommunication

I was Shocked
When I realized it
Everyone frowned at me
I had my own Justfication  for everything
How could i be so dishonest?
I could only be so
I am an insane
I was always tortured
I lost my coherence
Bury me Alive
Bury my dreams
Let me swim into the opposite bank
For What?
To self Inject antidote
Antidote of My failure.

Looser...
I was a looser since then
Looser in love & life
My love taught me to live
But I was too late to grasp
Days and years flew
As if they had wings
I have a word for you
Do not forget to love
Be a man to secure it
Unless, you will be wiped
And would be called
An Ass hole......

My Creamation

I am a hornbiln waiting for my turn
I was worst when i was alive
I made everyone cry
But now , when i cry none listens
Iwas labeled worthless
I was called deciever
I always bursted into laughter
When I was man
But now i cry
Because i could not yet tell her
That i had really loved her.

A deliberate march into realisation.

A deliberate march into realisation.

life has become so terrible . I forgot to listen the echoes of my heart while at the joureny to monopolize my treasuresh

MY LOVE TO A MARXIST 
Loves is a gift
When she loved
I turned my face
When  she cried
I muted my ears
But now she is no more
But i realize
How much i had loved her
My sculpture my '' shilpam''

Hours after the Union Cabinet on Friday cleared a 300 per cent salary hike, from Rs. 16,000 to Rs. 50,000, for members of Parliament and doubled their perks; they appeared to be a dissatisfied lot and stalled the Lok Sabha proceedings thrice during the day, demanding more money. In the age of austerity such a huge hike in the remuneration of members of parliament is really an unwanted decision or mockery over the suffering groups in India. This decision would have been appreciated and welcomed if the political race of India is completely out of corruption and service oriented. The ideologies are just a shade to mock out the common men, the common fools. Those masqueraded leaders do not realize that the young generation would not forgive such humiliating acts all the time.

 Even when thousands for people's tears,hardships & dreams melts in flood & disaster a luxury marriage is taken place in heaven. It might not 'BIG MATTER' of discussion but remember Floods and hurricanes will take place at the heart of Rulers shrines too then there will not be any one weep other than crocodiles to "tear out and pray".


I started to hear about terrorists these days . How do they originate? are they lunatics or psychopaths. I don't think so. it doesn't mean that I support terrorism. what do I mean is,the global village still has not changed much more from the old ages. Thought the colors and technology changed the so-called monopolistic mentality still reminds the same. yes" has and has not's" still remains the same in the brutal hands of post modern fudalists. we have named some countries as terror nations. we are deliberately trying to label them as unwanted and untouchables. when we criticizes we easily forget about the poor people of those cursed nations, whose fundamental right are denied without any explanations. You have no right to be arrogant. its not of your eligibility that you are born in blessed environment but the mercy of god. If , those catastrophic stories of suffering people doesn't make you feel pity about them I would label you a terror " an inhumane terror".










Let your readings not be stick to Chelsea Clinton's marriage alone there are huge number of people begging out for their lives around the globe.

Inspirations & erealisations(1)

You are Great.

Like many others you too are worried about? what for!

You live like a slave all the day!!!
realizes... that none could ever be made slave unless he or she permits,
It's a feeling surrender. You are the master of your soul & identity.
But at the moment when you get ignited with the complexes, heartedness, jealous you becomes a slave. there you lose you core identity. If the equilibrium between your convictions and actions becomes fluctuated..., Realize that it is a self made destiny. Why do you want to fuse the spirit that connects you to cosmic levels.

You have no masters, subordinates, boundaries. What you all have is thread , a golden thread, that could be either an inspiration or source to hangout. When you were born You had nothing in mind. what you are now is the depiction of the mould in you have been brought up. When can I experience an absolute liberation from the feeling of 'Aham' ? This is the first thought struck into the mind of soul who really has a vocation to be entitled Human. Moreover ,it's not an accident rather its scripted. for someone it would be an accident caused by instincts.

So, let these words be an accidental struck into your hearts by which you would get ignited with the spark of realization would be just a reason an abstract reason. But you would make it concrete reality. leave your thought blocks and replace it with fresh fragrance of positive energy. believe, that no matter could make you stop, because there is no pain that heaven cannot heal.
Think smart, and make every feel your unique identity.

The spark is in you, you are born not created

to be continued...

A deliberate march into realisation.: immitatae but dont duplicate...

A deliberate march into realisation.: immitatae but dont duplicate...: "whom do you fear? about whom are you worried ? You have no answer even if you have those are merely your personnel matters.Donot try to camp..."

immitatae but dont duplicate...

whom do you fear? about whom are you worried ? You have no answer even if you have those are merely your personnel matters.Donot try to campeign " Whitemen's burden".
I have left nothing for my upcomming generations,Every Treasures have been either stolen or exploited.Amercaa you have done everything to slove Bp issues. Doesnt you feel shame when you keep your eyes closed before the victims of Bhopal GAs disaster.
immitatae but dont duplicate... how can you all make yourself outspoken.Belief you are your master. Though your country has made you oblidged to world bank, donot worry to speak out what you feel.We have a tendency to believe our masters blindly.yes, we have nasty tendency to surrender our attitudes before.....,live like a man or die

Slaves still Live Like as they were before

Slaves still Live Like as they were before!
some always becomes un represented infront of rule of law. The post modern arrogants like you and me of proclaims " importance of maintaining Human rights" for what does all these exhibitions afr made. Am no more eligible to be addressed human any am an idiot. i realise it why do you still behave like an idiot.
We never realise that we are making a deliberate infiltration into the soul of 'Mother Earth' . We are mocking at her identity and even chastity. So, the thought that Every minute a woman dies needlessly in childbirth doesnt shooks my heart.I hate it because the mother and human are layered into different groups here. Whites-blacks, Rich-poor,European-African. What a unniverse is this ? i feel ashamed of being a human. If i had born a dog, i would have bitten many!!! When thousands and thousands died in Bhopal Gas disaster nobody had time to raise slogans of human rights and now when does it happens in America... all invertibrate leaders drops their corcadale tears about the issue and behaves like masquraded exhibitionist. Yea , of course its a waste of time to talk or write rather you better learn how to be selfish just selfish.

I find it difficult to witness the post modern version of slavery existing in Saudi Arabia. Many educated, uneducated, illiterates… I had many occasions to see people being treated like animals. I floundered about them. I can't do anything because am not a man any more but just an animal, an unwanted deaf animal. But mothers are safe here women have so-called rights. At least that itself gives a drop of happiness. But still it becomes contradictory with road signal based woman beggars!!!