Excommunication

I was Shocked
When I realized it
Everyone frowned at me
I had my own Justfication  for everything
How could i be so dishonest?
I could only be so
I am an insane
I was always tortured
I lost my coherence
Bury me Alive
Bury my dreams
Let me swim into the opposite bank
For What?
To self Inject antidote
Antidote of My failure.

Looser...
I was a looser since then
Looser in love & life
My love taught me to live
But I was too late to grasp
Days and years flew
As if they had wings
I have a word for you
Do not forget to love
Be a man to secure it
Unless, you will be wiped
And would be called
An Ass hole......

My Creamation

I am a hornbiln waiting for my turn
I was worst when i was alive
I made everyone cry
But now , when i cry none listens
Iwas labeled worthless
I was called deciever
I always bursted into laughter
When I was man
But now i cry
Because i could not yet tell her
That i had really loved her.

A deliberate march into realisation.

A deliberate march into realisation.

life has become so terrible . I forgot to listen the echoes of my heart while at the joureny to monopolize my treasuresh

MY LOVE TO A MARXIST 
Loves is a gift
When she loved
I turned my face
When  she cried
I muted my ears
But now she is no more
But i realize
How much i had loved her
My sculpture my '' shilpam''